Oh Lord, please help me,
Help me leave the confines of my muddled up thoughts,
The ones that consume me,
And absorb all of my energy.
I feel trapped inside my brain,
It’s controlling me – my illnesses, my circumstances,
But I want to take back charge.
It’s always about me,
I hate being by myself all the time.
It’s painful and lonely at the same time,
To live like this,
When we were created in pairs.
So oh Lord, let me meet my match,
Unite me with the one I was destined for.
I really can’t wait,
I get inpatient for it, it’s too much.
So sorry for being so hasty,
I’m just sick for love,
To be loved,
And to love.