I always think,
Of all the things I lost,
Or worry about losing what I have.
But what I fail to appreciate,
Is that I have gained a few things too,
Eventhough the reality of this,
Becomes lost in a foggy mind.
I am closer to becoming a doctor,
To actualising my dream.
I am more confident and competent,
And so much better than I was a year ago.
I’m excited about the future,
And all the possibilities.
There’s also a bit of fear,
But that’s normal to some degree.
I look forward to nice companions,
And to pursuing what is important,
Learning new skills and talents,
And devoting what I know to other beings.
I look forward to love and new experiences,
New humans and chances to explore other avenues.
I look forward to putting my skills into practice,
Making a difference to lives and so much more.
I look forward to learning about the deen,
And having the chance to show my Lord, all that I know.
As well as putting it into practice,
And teaching others what it’s all about.
But I’m nothing without my Lord,
And I hope and pray that He allows me to be great,
To do the things I want to do,
So He can accept me on the Last Day.
So that my body will be filled with bliss,
And my face will be shining with joy.
So I can party with the other believers,
And feel relieved that I’m finally there 🙂