I long to write to you,
To establish a connection again.
I value connections with other believers,
Especially the ones who think like I do.
But you want to take a break,
And I can’t figure out why.
I can guess but there’s no way to know.
I can ask, but that would be impinging on your space,
And crossing the boundaries you want to establish.
I have this fear that I will lose you,
And then lose touch with what I care about.
But I must remind myself,
That it was Allah who brought me to the truth.
You may have been the means,
And I loved and cared for you because of it.
But now it’s time to seek out the Creator of the means.
The One who brought you to me in the first place,
And attach my heart to Him and not you.
May there be love again for the sake of Allah.
A healthy form, the best and righteous form.
And may there be opportunities for us both,
To shine and follow our dreams,
Whatever those may be.
I try with great difficulty to allow things to be.
May Allah grant me sabr,
Along with you and everyone else.